心好乱，信念动摇了。。。

Duno whether it’s due to the lack of sleep… my mind has been in a mess lately… some of my frenz are facing r/s problems and going thru a rough patch recently… being a “concerned friend”, I tried to lend a listening ear to their problems and offer some advice n consolation… however, as I listened more n more, I sort of became affected by their “negative” mood… maybe it’s something like “感同身受”… listening to their stories, relating to my own experiences, memories start to resurface… as I tink over wat some of them said, I find myself begin to have doubts in some of my beliefs in love…

Two of my frenz, the so-called “golden couple”, who had gone steady for 12 years (!) are recently considering a divorce (!!) after juz one year (!!!) of marriage…

Another fren… a gal who spent almost a year chasing the “guy of her dreams”… whose whole life revolves around the guy… spent most of her money on him, even gave him her so-valued chastity (she’s a devoted Christian)… now she suddenly says “Maybe I dun really love him.” ???

Honestly, I realli dun understand wat a lot of ppl are thinking nowadays… izzit becoz I am out-dated le? Or my thinking not following the times? Of course I understand the logic behind 合则来，不合则散… I oso understand tat if two ppl realli cun get along, 勉强是没有幸福的… however, I cun help but feel many ppl nowadays are abusing these phrases, they are taking relationships too lightly n giving up too easily… but perhaps I am juz another case of “pot calling the kettle black”… I have made the same mistakes before… wat right do I have to criticize others?

你相信这世界上有真爱吗？

我相信，因为相信比较幸福。。。