Sunday, June 22, 2008

Myths About The Teaching Profession

Ok... I noe I grumble alot but at least I'm not the only one who dread going back to work... come online open up msn can straight away see (from their msn nick/msg) most of my teacher frenz are oso getting all moody & apprehensive abt the holidays ending & going back to the hectic school life...

Really... u realli have to be in the profession to understand the feeling... outsiders often envy us for the "high pay", "short working hours" & "long holidays" etc... total bullsh*t...

Number 1 Myth...

Teaching is a high-paying job... my ass... ya the starting salary (considering a fresh uni/poly grad) is not bad but its only purpose is to serve as a lure to attract people into the profession... after u take the bait, u'll soon realize tat the private sector actually pays beta, MUCH beta... why? let me explain... the yearly salary increment for civil sector is more or less fixed... for me, my yearly increment is less than 100 bucks... utterly miserable & pathetic... even for uni grad, only abt 200... so u see, despite the "higher" starting pay, those in the private sector can catch up & overtake easily within a few years...

And dun forget the bonus... in a good economic year, getting a 2.25 month bonus (inclusive of 13th mth somemore) is considered beri good for civil sector le... not like private sector, u can read in papers tat some companies can give like 6-12 mths, or even up to 24 mths! (it's true)... imagine getting 2 years' salary at one shot for bonus, it's juz crazy... ok maybe u'll say not all companies so good... but it's still demoralizing during gatherings when I hear my fren say "My company not doing well tis year, bonus ONLY 3 months"... WTF?!

Myth Num 2...

Short working hours? Ok... wat I can say is... "officially" the hours are short... I mean... school hours for one session are around 5-6 hours (for my sch is from abt 0725-1255)... but tat is juz "official" for the kids leh... other than normal classroom teaching, we still have marking, lesson plans, prepare worksheets, CCAs, meetings, courses, workshops, sharing sessions, school admin etc etc... the list continues... even some things 有的没的 oso we have to do... for example, I'm in charge of sch pantry (refilling the biscuits, coffee etc)... if u tink tat's bad, I have colleague in charge of toilet... toopid rite?

So due to the immense workload, it's beri common for teachers to bring their work home... some even have to work thru the wee hours... weekends burnt is normal...

Myth 3...

Long school holiday? dun always assume realli have holiday... like my fren who kana one week of remedial plus 2 weeks of sch camp for a 4-week holiday... sad hor...

Even for the "luckier" ones like me (only kana 1st week), school holidays for teachers is super bohua de... coz it's always peak period... going abroad can cost twice as much as usual... and u cun choose your holiday... we cun take leave (other than the unofficial leave called MC)... and oso hard to find travel kakis coz other people wun wana bear the extra costs...

In conclusion (post too long le, time to conclude)... juz ask yourselves a simple Q... if teaching is realli such a bed of roses like some people imagine it to be, why is the turnover rate so high? Have u ever wondered why MOE is recruiting people all year round (the ads & recruitment exercises nv stop)? Nid so many teachers meh? No, it's becoz so many quitting/retiring tat nid to replace with fresh blood constantly... Bed of roses? Maybe juz the thorns part...

失眠

Maybe due to holidays ending & the stress of having to go back to work getting too overwhelming... getting increasingly hard to sleep recently... quality of sleep has been bad too...

Saturday nite juz passed (past 12, is sunday le)... no programs... stayed at home watch tv... abit sad sia... nobody to tok to, nowhere to go, nothing to do... damn no life sia...

A fren once suggested tat I pick up a hobby or go for some course to learn something... but for someone like me who do anything oso 三分钟热度, nothing realli interests me for long...

Ok... tink I can go sleep le... have "feeling" le... haha...

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

You Don't Mess With The Zohan


Pls dun be mistaken... I'm not trying to turn tis blog into a movie review website... but juz 碰巧been watching movies lately... Coming up... "You Don't Mess With The Zohan"
Me yest watch Kungfu Panda... wrote its review tis morning (refer to previous post)... rite after tat went to catch Zohan (in short, title too long to keep typing)... and here I am... fresh review (rite from the oven)... super efficient me...
Great movie... even funnier than Panda... but different type of humour la... expect lots of adult humour, dirty jokes, naked butts, obscene actions & humongous erections... u can even describe the movie (or Zohan himself) as 下流... the movie may be too crude & gross for some people's tastes so I wun say all would like it... but I personally LOVE it !!!
Ok... I wun reveal anything else abt the story here... since most of u haven't watch it yet... it isn't officially open till tmr (I caught the sneak)... juz highly recommended by me if u are looking for a good laugh... and not offended by obscenity...

Kungfu Panda


Highly entertaining show... good humour, cool action, interesting storyline... it caters to both animation & martial arts lovers... for those of u who dun like animations (thinking it's too kiddish), dun worry... Kungfu Panda is more along the line of a Japanese anime (tink Naruto), rather than a cartoon... there's a huge difference between animes & cartoons... juz ask the hundreds of thousands of anime lovers out there...
And for those of u who feel tat tis type of show can watch online or wait for dvd, I beg to differ... the movie's action scenes & the background setting/ambience quite cool... u can onli feel them in the cinema... tink watch at home will realli make u feel like watching a mere cartoon le ba...
Many "good shows" coming up tis week... "good" in the sense tat I want to watch (haha)... U Don't Mess With The Zohan, Get Smart, The Incredible Hulk (open last week liao, but reviews from frenz not beri good so push back on my list)... waiting eagerly for Hellboy 2: The Golden Army... the trailer looks cool... duno when open thou...

Sunday, June 15, 2008

最近

你最近不说话
怎麽了 为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐

听说你最近很孤单
有点乱 有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁

你想要的 我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的 却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合 也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭

你常解释 这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是 所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束 不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

这一次我们都能很幸福

Saturday, June 14, 2008

There Goes My Dream Holiday...

As many of u may have known by now, I din get to go to Hokkaido in the end...

Juz in case u still tot I should be abroad at tis point in time, I am in my little room at my home in sg...

Sorry I took so long to "officially announce" the news... but I was too pissed-off & demoralized the past few days... to the extent of abit 自闭...

As for the reason... well... I dun realli wish to tok abt it...

As of now, my "dream holiday" remains as it is... juz a "dream"... so sad... sobz...

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Start Of June Holidays

Ya... for me, the holidays onli juz started... althou it "officially" started one week ago liao... but 1st week was totally burnt... meetings, remedials, work review... in fact I was busier than my normal working days... but I'm in no position to complain la... I have frenz who kana worse...

As usual, I always try to make full use of my holidays and make my schedule as packed with programs as possible... but nowadays beri hard leh... main problem cun find kakis... onli teachers are having holidays... the rest all working... then the "teacher frenz" are either going away for holiday... or complaining no money... or I keep meeting them oso sianz (oops)...

Main highlight of tis holiday is the Hokkaido trip... but come to tink of it, tis holiday super short sia... 1st week burn... then Hokkaido come back tat week's Friday is the staff meeting liao... super sianz... count count actual holidays is less than 3 weeks...

So my frenz out there... have any interesting activities... rem to jio me hor... I'm onz for almost anything de... tat's how bored I am... hahaha...