Blogspot is back up and running !

I have some good news to share today… 1stly, Blogspot is finally working properly again… tis past week Blogspot have been experiencing some hardware failure, server crashes etc… resulting in lots of technical glitches in the blogs, not onli mine… in general, there were errors when publishing, editing or deleting entries… my blog had a toopid double post yesterday and comments were not accessible… but it have all been fixed now… so no worries…

2ndly, I met wif my Chinese literature teacher today liao… I din fail wor… haha… quite happy… but did badly lah… borderline pass… but I am easily contented… a pass means a pass… beta than failing rite?

Last but not least, I bought a 4GB nano ipod today… $316.05 … student price at NTU… cheaper than outside by abt 70 bucks… belated birthday present from ME to myself… haha… sometimes I feel I am too mean to myself… muz start to treat myself beta liao…

I am officially 26 le...

Aiyo… Paiseh wor… long time nv blog… not tat I haf nothing to blog… actually haf a lot of things wana say… but too lazy lah… u know… typing is a taxing task… staring at the screen too long is bad for the eyes… blah blah blah… * full of excuses *

Yesterday was my BIRTHDAY… yupz… I tried to act low-profile and nv give any advance notice the period b4 my bd… hoping ppl will forget or something… coz honestly speaking, I am not really into birthday celebrations… guess I’m not used to being the centre of attention… it sort of makes me feel awkward… but pls dun be mistaken… To all of u who celebrated my birthday, all who remembered, gave me presents or sent me birthday greetings… I sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart… and to those who realli totally forgot, pls dun contact me ever again… haha… no lah… juz kidding… I so petty mehz?

Ok… wat else nid to tell u? oh ya… almost forgot… I failed my Chinese literature test… received an email from the teacher to see her… wonder wat shld I say when I see her tmr… should I be honest and tell her I onli started studying on the way to sch on the morning of the test itself? Hmm… beta not… tink she cun take the shock… and dun worry abt me… I am not sad or depressed or anything lidat over the matter… I haf been sort of “expecting” such emails throughout my entire course of study at NIE… everytime the lecturers announced they will send emails to those who din do well or fail, I would “eagerly” check my mailbox and expect something there… but always ended up “disappointed”… guess my luck finally ran out… tis time round realli tio the email… should I be “excited”? anyway I am expecting more to come… once the floodgates are open, it’s hard to stop the flow…

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苏轼 《江城子》

十年生死两茫茫，不思量，自难忘。
千里孤坟，无处话凄凉。
纵使相逢应不识，尘满面，鬓如霜。
夜来幽梦忽还乡。
小轩窗，正梳妆。
相顾无言，惟有泪千行。
料得年年肠断处，明月夜，短松岗。

还我处女身 (NC16)

别惊讶。。。我并不是想说什么黄色笑话。。。这是昨天新明日报封面的标题。。。这篇新闻的内容是说一对男女在交往的时候，女方把她的贞操给了男方，后来分手了，女方要男方承担她动处女膜修补手术的费用。。。报道中也提到了近年来，有越来越多女性去动这类型的手术。。。许多是为了让男方在新婚之夜认为自己还是处女，证明自己是“纯洁之身”。。。

看了这篇报道，开始时觉得有趣。。。后来觉得可笑。。。可笑的不是这篇报道，而是社会中一些人的想法。。。女为悦己者容，本没什么不对。。。但如果是为了向男方证明自己是“纯洁”的，那听起来就真有点可悲了。。。

纯洁。。。是否是用一片薄薄的处女膜来衡量的？对于有这种想法的人，我只能说。。。肤浅。。。我打从心里瞧不起你。。。

女人。。。你这么做是想证明什么？又能证明什么？说穿了只不过是一种欺骗。。。骗得了别人，骗不了自己。。。这种连自己心爱的人都欺骗的行为，只会让你离真正的“纯洁”越来越远。。。如果你的另一伴会介意你不是个处女，那代表了他爱你的处女膜多过爱你，这种男人不要也罢。。。

男人。。。请别让一片处女膜蒙蔽了你的眼睛。。。爱一个人就是包容她的一切，包括她的过去。。。你不是她生命中的第一个男人，那并不重要。。。成为她生命中最后的那个男人，才是你该向往的目标。。。

Baby Baby

Went to watch the movie Rob-b-hood (izzit correct?) today… actually no previous intention to watch the show… but received some good reviews from my frenz… then today after sch my nie frenz suggested watching so go watch loh… beta dun let my mum know thou… she has been wanting to watch the movie… but me n my dad nv really showed any interest… hmm… I feel abit 不孝 now… hahaha… nv mind lah… next time go jb buy the dvd for her…

The movie not bad… the action not tat spectacular lah… think jacky chan getting old liao… can see his stunts got tone down abit from before liao… but I tink the main attraction of the show is not the action lah… the emotional parts moved me abit… eyes slightly watery near the last part… plus the baby so CUTE… a lot of female frenz haf been commenting abt wanting to haf a baby after watching the show… haha… tink they can consider making the movie part of the pro-family campaign by the government to encourage child-birth…

Tired…

好累。。。身累，心更累。。。

Din go sch today… coz din sleep last nite… reach home at almost 6am tis mornie… Why? Coz I received a call from my fren last nite at abt 1am (I was oredi in bed) for help… no she was not robbed or anything lidat…

Here’s the scenario… A n B went to a pub wif some frenz last nite… whole group of gals… go pub will haf some drinks (which is normal)… but the problem is A got herself pissed-drunk… and the whole bunch of them din know wat to do… they cun carry her home or anything lidat… so wat to do? B called me loh… I had to crawl out of my bed n go down in the middle of the nite to piggy-back A home… the question here is… why me? Well… to answer tat… B is my ex-gf’s best fren / roommate so guess who A is… it’s a no-brainer question so no prizes for the correct answer…

I am angry… not because I was awakened from my sleep in the middle of the night… not because I had to travel all the way down to fetch u… not because I had to strain my back to piggy-back u home… it’s not even because u left a patch of puke on my shoulder…

I am angry… because u din take care of urself… because u made ppl around u worried… because u lied to me that u can handle our breakup well… but most of all… I am angry because I cun bring myself to be angry wif u… I am angry wif myself…

表面的坚强加重了内心的脆弱
为了保护自己，我在心房的四周建起了厚厚的城墙
后来才发现，城墙建得太厚，会让自己喘不过气
外头的冷漠更凸现出里头的空虚
若有一天城墙倒下，则把自己压得粉身碎骨

原来我们都是一样的人

举头望。。。？明月呢？

It’s totally hazy out there… The PSI hit 150 juz now but personally, I suspect it’s more than tat… Such a nice weekend wasted… No rain by rite shld be great for outdoor activities but due to the haze… haiz… Look out of the window straight away no mood liao…

Happy Belated Mid-Autumn Festival to all ! Umm… sounds abit strange to haf belated festive greetings… but nv mind… who cares? well… at least I dun… No time to post yest… out celebrating (sort of)…

Aiyo… tok about yest damn sianz loh… mid-autumn festival by rite best time to 赏月loh… but the toopid haze really spoilt everything… and I did so much planning in advance loh (umm… actually not tat much lah…* 心虚 *) … But still had quite a good time last nite lah… * due to confidentiality issues, details of last nite are not included *

Going JB tmr… long time no go liao… tink will be another shopping spree tmr… haiz… spend money again… oso serves to scratch my “dying to go abroad” itch a little… my fren is concerned about the security problem in JB nowadays… tell me beta dun go… aiyo… no worries lah… 即来之，则安之…


床前明月光
地上鞋两双
举头望明月
低头是秋香

Adapted From “The Secret Poems Of 唐伯虎”

Kaoz… Sibei Lame…