End of Attachment... Start of Holiday !!!

My attachment is officially over… last day on Friday… everything went well, observations and stuff… juz a slight pity I din manage to take photos wif my students (brought camera to school but 4got to bring it to class… toopid)… so now… 1-week break !!!

I am going to enjoy my holiday to the fullest b4 school starts at NIE… up to now, on my schedule is one chalet, one party, two movies, two dinners… I am trying hard to fill up the other timeslots as well… so feel free to ask me out if any program tis week (meals, ktv, mahjong sessions etc)

More good news (for me)… NIE timetable for next semester is out… it’s a 3-day week… I onli haf school on mon, tues n thurs… hahaha… shiok…

Relationship Q Answered...

After seeing my previous post, many KPO frenz started bombarding me wif Qs like “Are u getting married soon?” or “Who’s the lucky gal?”… When I started accusing them of being kpo, they all came up wif the same old “I am juz being concerned as a fren” reason. Aiyo… pls loh… kpo juz admit loh… haha… thanx so much for ur “concern” lehz…

Actually… to tell the truth… I am not even sure myself wat type of status I am in rite now… Depending on wat Q u asked, my answers can be contradictory n confusing… If u ask me whether I am currently in a r/s, I am… but if u ask me whether she’s THE ONE, then definitely NO…

Before u start accusing me of being a lying cheating bastard playing wif some gal’s feelings, let me finish my words 1st… I AM NOT… in fact, SHE is beside me rite now, watching me type tis entry… I can sense the “ !!! ” going on in ur minds… haha…

WE belong to 2 entirely different worlds… I am a chinese teacher while SHE is a “potato”… SHE is an enthusiast in the arts while I am a retard, SHE goes to orchestra performances n plays while the onli form of art I am interested in is PORN… haha… SHE’s pretty, hardworking n independent… I am ugly, lazy n a sloth… the list goes on n on… then how we end up together? Maybe it’s fate… or juz the theory of “opposites attract” like magnets…

WE have NO FUTURE together… sounds harsh but true… I know tat… SHE knows tat… but WE are both still so calm n cool abt it… haha… Our differences aside, the MAIN problem is tat I am a family man, my dream is to haf my own family n kids (pls refer to previous post for more details) but SHE… well… dun really haf faith in marriage n SHE most certainly dun plan to haf kids… pls dun misunderstand… I am not blaming her or anything… everyone has their own beliefs n way of life… there’s no so-called right or wrong… it’s juz tat maybe WE are not fated to be meant for each other…

Strange… I tink WE are supposed to feel sad or something… but WE are still laffing n teasing each other… maybe it’s becoz WE have tis common understanding btw us… not many couples can handle things as calmly as the 2 of us in tis situation… hmm… now I finally see where WE are compatible… maybe WE are both crazy… hahaha…

Finally, all u kpo ppl n “concerned” frenz out there… to pacify ur ferocious curiosity n answer ur constant nagging Qs abt my personal love life…

Conclusion: I am currently in a r/s which I would describe as WEIRD, judging by normal standards, becoz WE are both waiting for either 1 of us (or beta both of us) to find some1 new… haha… Pls dun judge or criticize our r/s (like it’s a joke or WE are not serious or anything lidat) coz 1) It’s unfair coz u dun understand us or know wat WE are tinking… I can assure u WE are both being beri mature n serious 2) If u cun accept wat u are reading here, or tink our r/s is against ur beliefs or moral values… then too bad, I offer no apologies… diff ppl haf diff beliefs, diff values, diff ways of dealing wif things… u juz haf to realize n accept tis fact of life… 3) Most Importantly… it really is none of ur biz so dun bother…

Damn long post… I have revealed a lot… more than wat a scorpio would reveal on normal days… so pls pls pls… from now on, no more Qs abt my personal love life… all my “concerned” frenz out there…

A Miser... Me?

Took my Advanced Theory Test on Thursday… FAILED AGAIN… haiz… sianz… 2nd time fail liao… both times no time to study… waste my money… wonder when I can haf my own car… actually I nv really planned to buy a car… to me a car is a liability, not an asset… well… I am not going to go into the financial management theories here… would become a bloody long post… so those who are interested, can qing3 jiao4 me if we mit up… Cab fares are UP… haf to re-evaluate my transport budget… not tat I take cab beri often… but hey… every cent counts…

I know I sound like a miser… maybe many of u tink I am a miser… well… I admit in some aspects, I am one… but overall, NO… I juz prefer to spend my money on things tat make me happy… for example, I spend ALOT on food, traveling and… gals… haha… oops… well… I juz feel it’s natural for a guy to pamper n dote on a gal in a r/s, physically, emotionally, even financially… as long as it’s within my capabilities… of course I dun mean giving the gal money… but a gift or a nicely-planned surprise like a trip once in a while wun hurt…

I am still saving up for my future… marriage, kids, providing for my parents etc… so for my future’s sake, I am willing to suffer abit now… I keep wearing the same old clothes… seldom buy new ones… ppl keep suaning me… it’s ok… I try to walk as much as possible for places within walking distance to cut down on transport costs… I haf to bear wif the hot sun or sometimes rain… it’s oso ok… I look around for cheap bargains n compare prices when I buy stuff… I will most likely give up on an item which is not cheap, even thou I like it VERY MUCH… some ppl say I behave like an auntie, others tink I am juz pure cheapskate… nv mind… for my future, I am willing to bear wif all these… whenever I am feeling down wif all the sarcasm around me, I juz start imagining my future… a beautiful wife wif two kids (1 boy 1 girl)… everything well-provided for… my parents enjoying their retirement… hmm… the feeling is good… gives me the strength to carry on…

Attachment Update !

Update !!! 3 weeks of my attachment passed… 2 more weeks to go… I expect the next 2 weeks to be hectic coz of all the formal observations n grading so haf to really plan my lessons… haiz… sianz… I am currently teaching a P2 class n a P5 class… Kids nowadays are so different from last time liao… Rude, lazy n bochup… I seriously tink there’s a BIG problem wif our education system… but haiz… nothing much I can do… me juz a teacher… I dun set the policies around here… Looking forward to the 1-week holiday after the attachment… really nid a break…

Oh ya… juz got my pay… so happy… July is a great month for my finances… Salary + Pay Increment + ½ Month Bonus + $220 Incentive… I am not here to flaunt my wealth or haolian or anything lidat… I am juz happy… anyway nothing to haolian abt… overall it’s still less than wat my uni grad frenz earn on normal days… but I really totally 4got abt the pay increment so it’s abit of a nice surprise for me… wat really thrills me is tat now I can go to BOTH Korea n Hong Kong at the end of the year… * clap clap clap *

Juz received another “bomb” today… nono… dun worry… it’s nothing like the one they dug up in Toa Payoh… juz a wedding invitation… from my ex-gf… … … … really mixed feelings here… I am happy for her of course… but I am juz pondering over whether I should go attend… feels weird… on 1 hand I tink I shld da4 da4 fang1 fang1 n go since she sincerely invited me… but on the other hand we haf so many common frenz who will be there so I tink the situation will feel quite awkward if I show up… hmm… maybe I can juz send her an angbao or a gift n say I haf something on tat day… aiya… duno lah… heart so luan4…

Sick N Weak

More than one week nv post liao… Not I lazy… But since attachment started, been quite busy… Still kana arrowed stay back after school to help out somemore (sianz)… Reach home oredi so tired (haf to wake up 530am every mornie lehz)… Now I finally understand how impt weekends are to working people liaoz… Coz during working days, u wun haf the time n energy to do anything else…

I juz had a super long weekend… Sat, Sun, Monday youth day plus a further 2 days on MC… I nv cao geng in case some of u get suspicious… I’m really sick… fever, flu, sore throat… thinking back, it’s been quite a long time since I got sick… dun count my cough lah… it’s always there so I consider it a habit, not a sickness… Not bad for someone wif such an unhealthy lifestyle like me… I should go for a full-body checkup one of tis days… been tinking of having one for a long time liao… but drag drag drag… haiz…

I will be starting to teach tmr… MY FIRST TIME… hope it wun be painful… oops… wat am I tinking? Duno why they like to make teachers’ jobs so mafan… teach juz teach lah… still haf to write wat lesson plans… increase our workload sia… Hope my 1st lesson turns out well tmr, will update u all next time…